post pregnancy weight loss belt
Ive come to some realizations this week.
1) Even though Ive actually had a hair-style similar to the one I have now, its not the same. I understand that its kind of cute & hip, but I didnt get to choose it. Thats the big difference. I was basically forced to undergo this transformation from a woman w/ hair the length she wanted to a baldie and now to a pixie. So while I appreciate the comments about how cute it is, its just not the same as if Id gone to a salon & chosen this style above all others. Its a constant reminder of the year Ive spent fighting this beast. I am winning so I want all signs of my struggle gone from my sight (and others sight).
2) Another part to the above that also includes my body and self-image is that its fairly easy for me at this point to forget my outward appearance. Sometimes I walk by a mirror and am shocked at my appearance. I cant recognize the face, body, and/or hair in the mirror as myself. In my mind Im still the same girl/woman I was last year, the year before, etc. Yeah, Im a year (or so) older, but Im essentially me in my mind. When I glance in the mirror & see this alternate image of myself in the mirror its kind of shocking. If youve ever gotten a drastically different hair-style you may recognize the phenomenon. The same goes for my body as well. There are actually moments when the foobs dont hurt or bother me, so I can reasonable feel like Im a whole person. Then I happen to look in the mirror or catch a glimpse of the hollows in my chest above my expanders. Then the memories flood back and the immediate awareness that Ill never be the same again hits me. Even if I look outwardly to the world the same as I did
before this experience, Im constantly reminded of the changes Ive undergone just to live.

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These realizations may not seem like momentous ones to you. However, to me they are the ultimate. Im sure as I age Ill come to similar revelations, but hopefully they wont be so sudden and drastic as these. Afterall, Im a 29 year old woman w/ 2 children. I know Im going to age & change in appearance - sometimes for the worse. However, through it all there will be remembrances of who I was before all this happened.
Im also dealing with rationalizations. I have the opportunity to choose to have my surgery here in town by my own Dr. B who delivered both of my children & has seen me through 4 miscarriages & this past year of cancer woes. My other option is to have my surgeries (both the hysterectomy & implant exchange) in Houston by doctors who specialize in cancer treatments/preventions. The vast majority of my family seems to think that I should still go to Houston. However, Andrew & I are lured here to town by the ease it will have over going to Houston again so soon. For both options I have to wait for my blood counts to rise (I still dont know what they are). I have until August 3rd to decide I guess. Hmmm...

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