zumba for post pregnancy weight loss
Hello!!!
These days i have been feeling super unattractive and messy and heavy and even if i have makeup on rare days.. I dont feel like taking pictures O.O
So far ive put on 27kg. Walking is making tired more easily.. Standing for more than 15 minutes hurts my feet. And i am constantly feeling breathless cox the baby is crowding my lungs haha.
Before pregnancy i was 48/49kg max. Now im 76kg T.T
So anyway as the title says.. Im having serious pregnant bloggers block haha. Actually this block does not limit to just my blog. My entire life is blocked. LOL.
There are a lot of things i need to get done. For example.. Clean out my beauty room to make space for the baby items. Baby will be sleeping with us until we shift out of this house lah. But its just that the baby will have lotsa items sent over by different sponsors and wed need space for that.
But so far.. I havent been able to get down to it. Well i did get Josh to buy me a low stool so i can pack while seated down instead of having to bend and squat lol. So MAYBE id do it this Sunday.
Or the next. Haha.
So yeah.. In case youre missing me and my random thoughts..
Just know that its all blocked now hahaha. ???????.
Even thought i feel a lot more these days.. Get emotional over a lot of things more easily.. Tear up much more easily and laugh much much more too.. When i get down to the computer..
Itd all become "I am so happy" or "I am so sad". I cant elaborate more. Becox im either lazy to (most likely) or my brain cant think of better way to say it haha.
Most of the things i think about at night are about the baby and the delivery. Sometimes my thoughts become so overwhelming i feel like puking. Like i am so thankful for a lot of things that i actually feel like puking cox i cannot believe i am so lucky. To have a
child growing inside me.. Each time she kicks.. I am happy.
And this kind of happiness is so huge.. It makes you think about what-if. Like what if its taken away from me. I think i might die.
Like this happiness is as much fragile as it is magical.
So i am very thankful but i am also kinda scared.
But i know i know i know everything will just be good =DDD I am positive mostly!!! Maybe its just the late nights.. Cox pregnancy insomnia is common.. And then when i finally fall asleep i cant sleep for more than 5 hours haha. So all the time spent lying awake on bed is just.. Mostly being thankful..
And then being worried all these perfect little things happening to me now will be taken away. Like the best husband i can get.. Who is nothing but patient and caring during my entire pregnancy so far..
Like my family.. My sisters.. My friends..
And all the wonderful possibilities my baby will bring into my life..
But then when i have the "want to puke cox too grateful for the perfection but scared that i will lose any of them" feeling.. I will quickly brush it off. Cox i guess if i can block things from coming out of my brain (Bloggers block haha).. I can block negative things from coming into my brain too =D
This block is pretty useful!
What the heck did you just read, right? LOL. Good night.
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And this kind of happiness is so huge.. It makes you think about what-if. Like what if its taken away from me. I think i might die.
Like this happiness is as much fragile as it is magical.
So i am very thankful but i am also kinda scared.
But i know i know i know everything will just be good =DDD I am positive mostly!!! Maybe its just the late nights.. Cox pregnancy insomnia is common.. And then when i finally fall asleep i cant sleep for more than 5 hours haha. So all the time spent lying awake on bed is just.. Mostly being thankful..
And then being worried all these perfect little things happening to me now will be taken away. Like the best husband i can get.. Who is nothing but patient and caring during my entire pregnancy so far..
Like my family.. My sisters.. My friends..
And all the wonderful possibilities my baby will bring into my life..
But then when i have the "want to puke cox too grateful for the perfection but scared that i will lose any of them" feeling.. I will quickly brush it off. Cox i guess if i can block things from coming out of my brain (Bloggers block haha).. I can block negative things from coming into my brain too =D
This block is pretty useful!
What the heck did you just read, right? LOL. Good night.
Do you find information about zumba for post pregnancy weight loss are you looking for? If not, below may help you find more information about the zumba for post pregnancy weight loss. Thank you for visiting, have a great day.
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